Yesterday i was a prob to anyone
I hope today wasnt
First, sorry to my friends
I saw her blog in the morning
She was angry at me
She was angry that we buy alcohol back de
but i drank myself and went out
First of all, i not dont want to tell you the story or either Phei jing
I think Jing know that telling will let me cry
And i not willing to tell again because i been crying non stop for whole day de
I just want a rest
It wasnt the life i want
I want to be happy
So i really will deduce the time i will cry as i can
And i talked phone so happy with yuan because she always will make my laugh
Make me happy
Sorry to let you feel that you been neglected
I din waited you guys and drink de because i know i wanna cry again de
Drank will make me feel better so i drink first
I left you guys at home and went out
This is my selfishI really need alcohol to forget
I really need alcohol to happy
Because i afraid that i will go and knocked his door again
But he already dont want me
Did you understand my feeling
I know that one bottle already make me drank because i drink fast
But i need one more, one more to make me forget him
Actually, i didnt like alcohol
Because it really bitter
And it always make me gastric and headache
But i dont want emo again and again
cry again and again
So alcohol was the faster way
Just think as i m selfish la
Second, thanks jing
I know i been crying for whole day and was so annoying
Thank for be patient with me
And thanks for take care when i drank
Although i not really remember the whole thing
But i did remember you almost fall down when you carried me ^^
Of course thanks you toufu and richard
and the man man sound person
And paise if i really did something annoying yesterday
Please forgive me ya ^^
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